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'crcf' 1984 qoN jdoN df pRkfsLn `c afieaf hY, AudoN qoN hI pfTkF qy ihqYsLIaF ny iesdy kwd-buq nUM AuGyVx qy sMvfrn leI hr moV `qy eyhdf sfQ idqf hY. pMjfb ivclI dihsLqgrdI dy idnF ivc 'crcf' ny pMjfb qy pMjfbIaq nUM drpysL hnyiraF iKLlfPL zt ky lVfeI idqI qy suwcI soc nUM agFh qorn leI pysL pysL irhf hY.

mYnUM ijQy ieh dwsidaF KusLI ho rhI hY ik 'crcf' ny kul imlf ky afpxI pRkfsLnF dy 24 sfl pUry kr ley hn qy dubfrf pRkfsLn 'c afAux qoN bfd inrivGn CyvF sfl pUrf krky swqvyN sfl ivc vYWb-sfeIt dI muhfT qy jf kdm rwiKaf hY, AuQy ieh kihMidaF mfx mihsUs huMdf hY ik "crcf" ny kdy vI iksy pwKoN vI afpxy pfTkF nUM inrfsL nhIN kIqf. iesny, Aus imQ nUM vI cknfcUr kr idqf, ijhVf keI 'zfktrnuMmf' lokF vloN pysL kIqf jFdf hY qy kIqf jf irhf hY ik "pMjfbI jLbfn dy qF pfTk hI nhIN!?". 'crcf' ny isWD kr idqf ik "pMjfbI" pMjfbI pVxf cfhuMdf hY jy AusnUM pMjfb qy pMjfbIaq nfl srokfr rwKdy msly 'pMjfbI jLbfn' dy sLbdF ivc ilKy imlx.`` iekwly brqfnIaf ivc hI 2700 slfnf gfhkF qk iksy pRkfsLnF df phuMcxf iesdI qfeId krdf hY qy iesqoN ielfvf ijhVy 'muPLqKor' pVHdy rhy hn Auh vwKry! Auh igryvfn ivc JfqI mfrn!

(eyQy ieh kih dyxf vI kuQF nhIN hovygf ik keI 'afsqIn dy swpF' ny 'XuDvIr' vrgy PrjLI nfvF hyT icWTIaF ilKky jF iesdy bfnI ivsLnUM dwq sLrmf dI msUmIaq qy vcnbwDqf df Pfiedf AuTfAuNidaF iesnUM nuksfn phuMcfAux dI koisLsL kIqI. iehnF ivcoN hI - afpUM sjy jF sjfey 'jlfvqnI rfsLtrpqI' nUM vI 'crcf' dI pRkfsLnf bMd krfAux leI, iesdy ivruD mukwdmf krn df mOkf bKLisLaf! Aus 'rfsLtrpqI' ny (pRmfqmf AusnUM svrg jF nrk ivc alwg kusI bKLsLy)'crcf' dy AuhnF Coty Coty dukfndfrF iKlfPL mukwdmf kr idqf ijhVy 'crcf' nUM afpxIaF dukfnF `qy rwKdy sn qy inguxI ijhI pRsYNteyjL lY ky vycdy sn. sfzy mddIaf nUM rokx df hr hIlf kIqf. aKIr 46 aMkF qoN bfd asIN ieh PYslf ilaf ik vkqI qOr qy bMd kr idqf jfvy qy isrPL Aunf hI Cfipaf jfvy ijMny slfnf/pMj sflf gfhk hn, ies qrHF lMgy-zMg Cwpdf irhf. ''bMdUk dIaF nflIaF 'c kVfh dyx vfly'' qy "sLhId" dI qsvIr vflI sLrt 'pMj pMj pONz' dI "lY lE beI" df hokf dyx vfly, pihlF hI pwqry vfc gey sn- sLfbfsLy 'crcf' dy ihqYsLIaF dy, ijhnF krky "crcf" mF-bolI dI syvf krdf, plfGF puwtdf awj vI awgy hI awgy jf irhf hY)

1997 ivc 'crcf' ny nyVly Gyry ivc muV qoN pRkfsLnf sLurU kr idqI, jo 2001 qk cldI rhI qy iesdy nfl hI iesnUM pMjfb qoN Cfpx qy vMzx df inrxf ilaf igaf qy nypry cfiVaf. pMjfb dI aPLsrF dI hYNkVI qy pYsf Kf ky kMm krn dy rvweIey ny, aqy "afpixaF" vloN isrPL "muMzy hI dyx" dI afdq ny iesdI rijstRysLn hox ivc keI hujqF zfhIaF. myry GOlI imwqrF df qF mYN eyQy isrPL sLukrIaf hI kr skdf hF. clo, nqIjy vjoN 'crcf' dy ipMRtr ny nON aMkF qoN vwD Cfpx qoN nFh-nukr krnI sLurU kr idqI. so pMjfb ivcoN isrPL 9 aMk hI pRkfsLq ho sky qy 'crcf' ivcfry nfl 'muV-GuV KoqI bohV Qwly' vflI gwl hoeI. iesdf pRkfsLn iPr qoN ieMglYNzoN qy ieMglYNz qy hor bfhrly dysLF ivc vwsx vfilaF leI hox lwgf. bqOr aYzItr brqfnIaF dy vDIaf lokF df DMnvfd krnf cfhuMdf hF ijhnF hr pwKoN myry qy myry shfeIaf df sfQ idqf.

ieh sB gwlF qF 'crcf' dy ieiqhfs df ihwsf hn qy Pyr kdy vI kIqIaF jf skdIaf hn. hux qF asIN quhfQoN sfiraF qoN sihXog mMgdy hoey quhfzy nfl ieh KusLKbrI sFJI krdy ik 'quhfzf crcf' smyN dy hfx df ho igaf hY. vDfeIaF!

ieh hoieaf ieMJ ik ipCly lMmy smyN qoN Auprokq 'vDIaf' lokF vloN dbfa vrgy suJfa af/dy rhy sn ik 'crcf nUM vYWb-sfeIt Aupr pf idqf jfvy'. myry leI vI 'crcf' dI vDdI crcf krky, ieQoN dI 'rojLfnf KUh puwt k'y pfxI pIx vflI ijMLdgI krky, myc af skxf idnoN-idn aOKf huMdf jf irhf sI. hF, ies ivc koeI sLwk nhIN ik myry pfs kulqfr isMG KfbVf, dmodr dfs, gurbcn isMG afjLfd qy hor rug sfry imwqr hn, ijhVy inWkI ijhI cIk mfrn `qy vI hfjLr huMdy rhy qy huMdy rihxgy. myrI sfQx, hrqnvIr kOr iZloN, myrIaF bytIaF AumMg pRgIq kOr qy aMqrIv kOr vwloN "pfpf cwkdy Pwty" vflI sLfbfsLy kdy Bulx nhI idqI.

asl ivc, vYWb-sfeIt nUM cflU krn leI myrIaF vfsqvk mjLbUrIaF sn - pihlI qF ieh ik myry vrgy rUVIaF AuWqy prvfn cVy, pyNzU ipCokV vfly afdmI pfsoN kMipAUtr tknflojI dI qvwko rwKxf axhoxf ijhf lwgdf hY: dUsrf vYWb-sfeIt nUM kMtrol krnf jy quhfnUM afp nUM nf afAuNdf hovy qF hvf `c zfgF mfrn vflI gwl bx ky rih jFdI hY. -- so pihlF qF iehnF dovF alfmqF Aupr kfbU pfieaf qy akqUbr 2007 qoN quhfzy mYgjLIn df kfmf, quhfzy mYgjLIn nUM vYWb `qy lY ky af igaf hY. awgy mrjLI quhfzI- ''BfvyN guV pfvo BfvyN jLihr'' - drsLn

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bhuq sfry pfTk rcnfvF nUM pVHn lwgy ieh gwl sihjy hI mihsUs krngy ik ieh 'rcnf' AuhnF ny ikqy pVHI hY jF pihlF CpI dyKI hY. quhfzf aMdfjLf iblkul TIk hY - ieh Auh rcnfvF hn ijhVIaf iksy nf iksy vyly 'crcf' ivc Cwpx leI mYnUM imlIaF sn qy iehnF ivcoN bhuqIaf bfry rcnhfry smyN smyN puC-pVqfl vI krdy rhy. myrIaF kuJ sImfvF sn (jo krIbn hr sMpfdk dIaf huMdIaf ny) ijhnF krky iehnF ikrqF nUM mYN Cfp nhIN sikaf. sB qoN vwzI sImf qF 'tfeIp-sYitMg' sI, dUjI rsfly ivc QF dI QuV, qIjf POrI-vfprIaF GtnfvF dy byhy ho jfx df zr! afid. pr hr vyly tuxkxf ijhf boJ jrUr mYN nfl cwkI iPrdf sF ik "Xfr! Plfxy ny ikMnI imhnq krky, Cpx leI mYgjLIn vfsqy rcnf (kivqf, khfxI, lyK[[[[[[[[) ByjI hY." ieh BfrqoN, amrIkf, XUrpo, ieMglYzoN, pfiksqfnoN qy ivsLysL krky pMjfboN afeIaF hn. hux jdoN vYWb-sfeIt sLurU hoeI qF sB qoN pihlF iehnF 'imwqr lyKkF' df AulfBF lfihaf. so AumId krdf hF jy koeI rcnf 'byhI' lwgy qF 'lwsI' nfl ingl jfxf. bjLurgF dI ishq df rfjL 'byhI' rotI qy lwsI df nfsLqf vI huMdf sI. - drsLn

- awgy qoN ByjIaF jfx vflIaF rcnfvF sbMDI -

hux qo sfrIaF rcnfvF nUM bgYr iksy dyrI dy Cfpx leI sfzy pfs kfPLI gujfiesL hY. so afpxI hr rcnf iksy vI ivsLy Aupr (bsLriq ik Aus ivc muwdf mnuKqf pwKI AuTfieaf igaf/ilaf hovy) Byj skdy ho. ijvyN khfxI, kivqf, lyK, ieMtrivAU, skYc, anuvfd, irivAU, BwKdy rfjnIqk, smfijk, Dfrimk, siBafrk afid msly. sQfnk, kOmI qy kOmFqrI ivisLaF Aupr itpxI, ivaMg. bwicaF, aOrqF, bjLurgF nfl sbMDq lyK vgYrf. pMjfb dI iksfnI df mMdVf hfl, nOjvfnF dy msly - nsLfKorI, byrujLgfrI, inGfr qy vwDdy kdm afid, hwzbIqI, jwgbIqI Bfv koeI vI, quhfnUM tuMbdf ivsLf, jo qusIN smJdy ho ik lok-pwKI hY aqy lokF qwk phuMcxf cfhIdf hY, ilK ky Byj skdy ho. --ieQy Byjx lwigaF ieh iDafn jrUr rwKxf, jo sfzy leI sOKf qy quhfzI rcnf dy jldI Cwpx ivc shfeI hovygf - Auh hY 'tfeIp sYWt' krky eI-myl rfhIN rcnf ByjI jfvy. iesdf ieh mqlb nhIN ik asIN tfeIp sYWt krnI bMd kr dyxI hY, quhfzy vloN ilK ky ByjI geI rcnf nUM vI jI afieaf nUM, sfzI imMnq qF isrPL eynI hI hY ik ijQy sfzI mdd hovygI AuQy quhfzI rcnf jldI qy bgYr glqIaF qoN Cwp jfvygI. ieQy ieh vI jrUr Xfd rwiKE ik
'crcf' df vYWb-sfeIt 'DRchatrik' PONt dI vrqoN krdf hY. qusIN vI iesy PONt dI vrqoN krnf jF 'knvrtr' dI vrqoN krky qy prUP rIizMg krky Byjx dI Kyclf krnf. ies sB kfsy leI afieaf Krcf, nf Cwpx dI hflq ivc vI BrFgy. nfl ibwl Byjxf n Bulxf! swcIN! JUT boly kOaf kfty!

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ijs qrHF quhfnUM pqf hI hY ik 'crcf' ny hr iek rcnf (ijhVI pMjfb/Bfrq/pfiksqfn dy lyKk dI sI) df ikrqPLl adf kIqf hY. awgy qoN vI sfzI iehI hI nIqI hY ik pMjfboN, idlIEN, bMgfloN, bMbeIEN mukdI gwl Bfrq dy iksy ihwsy ivcoN vI 'ikqy hor nf' CwpI rcnf jF tksflI rcnf dy Cwpx ihwq afpxI hYsIaq muqfbk ikrqPLl lY ky hfjLr hovFgy - drsLn

"afE koeI sfrQk kMm krIey! pMjfb dy ipMzF qy skUlF nUM lfiebRyrIaF dyeIey." vwl vI iDafn DirE.